19 and no experience dating an experienced 26 yr old
I spent almost a year here, unemployed and watching my savings whittle down to almost nothing; with no work on the radar.
It was not as easy as it once was to be back —especially after years of financial independence, privacy and self-sufficiency.
Four years later I moved back home once more after abruptly quitting my job in the big city and having nowhere to go.
However this time there was a sense that I was too old at my age and it would be embarrassing to admit.
I recall we were running so late that my friend had to run inside and get our tickets while I’d park the car.
But the problem was there was not a single spot I could find.
I’m able to recharge just by going to an indoor trampoline park, painting on a canvas, doing laps in a go-kart or even practicing handstands in a park.
I switched to alternative medicine for several reasons —I was getting nowhere with long-term depression and anxiety, I had chronic health issues and lastly I was beaten down with the sudden death of a loved one.
I ASSUMED he was making a point by it; that it was all over, and he was quietly disappearing.Kinesiology had the biggest impact on helping process my personal loss and has gotten me closer to the answers for my skin troubles and over-all wellbeing.I’ve been single for over three years now, and surprisingly it’s not as embarrassing or scary as I thought it would be.I was sick and tired of doing what everyone else in the mainstream hookup culture was doing —all with no strings attached. Clearing my phone out of dating apps and cutting ties with the non-committal was one of the first things.It was a choice I’m proud to have gone through with, despite feeling socially disconnected, lonely and unsure about myself at times.
There was a year or so I spent on anti-depressant medication with nothing to show but a host of bad side effects.